I know there is not a conscious effort against womyn, usually, but things keep happening to scare me. In an effort to territorialize everything, they are simply closing me in. For instance, there is an alley behind where I live. It was very open because there were lots of businesses and therefore lots of parking lots. I don't know what happened, but suddenly all these businesses are putting fences around their properties. I thought they just didn't want cars driving in through the alley, though I don't know why. Then they put up a fence where there was already a rail that I could walk over and bushes so close together that a car couldn't drive through anyway. I feel trapped. I don't know how to read this.