I think the whole thing boils down to what I got out of doing my project. I discovered that the more I think that life is normal, the more it really becomes abstract and difficult. Once I think I have the universe figured out, life throws me into some kind of whirlwind I can never get out of. The whirlwind becomes part of my life. Once it seems normal, another natural disaster comes my way. I never thought of my life this way, because everyone has always told me how much they admired me for having my life so together. I didn't figure it out before the project that I am just as confused as the rest of them.